I Want Her To Be HereSo lonely tonight, just like every other Tearing through my heart like a blade Day after day, night after night, one after another Stuck in my head and left afraidI Want Her To Be Here
I want her to be dangerous I want her to be beautiful I want her to be perfect I want her to be here, right here with me
Wrap your fingers around my clumsy hand Let my emotions spill out into your eyes Let me know where you stand Show me what it takes to be wise
I want her to be dangerous I want her to be beautiful I want her to be perfect I want her to be here, right here
ChristinaEver since the young age of four Little Christina's innocene was no more It ended with a cold room and a dark night Told over and over that it would be alright She was just becoming a big girl now On that night Christina took a vow She took all your abuse Every night ended with a new bruise Her heart jagged around the edges She wanted it, he alleges Well those memories are no more You made her a dirty whore She doesn't need your sympathy All daddy did was guarantee Love had no place in her life All this ended with a knifeChristina
Christina couldn't
Ya lyooblyoo etoo istoriyooRossiyaYa lyooblyoo etoo istoriyoo
Podozhditye, pozvol'tye mnye pokazat', kak eto vsye nachinalos'
Vi myenya nozhom v syerdtsye eti slova
Radi vsye to, chto vsyegda bilo nyeslihannoye
Vi pokazali mnye vsye emotsii vi pryedpochli
Vi pokazali mnye vsye, chto proizoshlo
Tyepyer' ona moya ochyeryed' rasskazat' istoriyoo
Eto odin o vashyey bivshyey slavi
Ya lyooblyoo etoo istoriyoo vi obrashshyeno
Istoriya zhizni, chto ya snyala Oochitivaya mnye strast'
Ya nye zasloozhivayoot Nakonyets mnye nyervnim
Chtobi skazat', ya lyooblyoo tyebya, ya lyooblyoo tyebya ...
Ya lyooblyoo ......
GrievingI sat down to write the meaningful sentiments that were being brewed inside my head but as I sat down the sentiments disappeared into the air. Now wondering what the sentiments exactly were I continue to type as a way to try and remember them. However, this method of rememberance for me is doing nothing to help.Grieving
Grieving, a process I never much understand as a smaller child and to this day only a brief experience with the matter have no idea as to what it is supposed to be feel like. Yeah, yeah, yeah, you can go on to say that is relative to every person, but I have never really felt this emotion, this emotion that deals with los
Ooh Ooh
Remorse
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...its got a dragon painted right on the blade [link]
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"Religion used to try,
That vast, moth-eaten musical brocade
Created to pretend we never die,"
From: Philip Larkin's "Aubade"
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"Love's not a competition but I'm winning
At least I thought I was but there's no way of knowing..."
-Kaiser Chiefs
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